Faith Mariah New

Faith Mariah New

24th may 2006

Born sleeping at 20 weeks

You lived in my tummy....

Mummy and Daddy love and miss you very much.
Your little sister DEMI LEIGH arrivied on september the 5th 2007 so your now a big sister.she loves you sooo much angel and when she is older enough to understand she will know all about her beautiful big sister.

Faith had turners syndrome and alot of other birth defects,
her little heart just stopped....

Faith you mean the world to me, daddy and all the family.
I can only say you wriggled around in my tummy like mad,
and when you were born you looked so peaceful and at rest.
three years passed,but it still feels like 10 seconds ago,that day you became an angel.
Hope you have fun darling.
we miss you.
we love you,
and we cant wait to see you in heaven....love never ends ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤
xxxx xxxx




My heartbreaking story began on the 14th of febuary 2006, valentines day. I found out i was expecting and i admit i was shocked as only being 17, but me and lance decided to continue with the pregnancy and be a family with our new baby. We told close family and friends at about 9 weeks,noone was happy for us at first but they soon came around to the idea of another little person in the family. My first scan was on april the 6th, i was 13 weeks+3 days. As i lay on the bed with the cold jelly on my belly i was overjoyed at what i saw,my baby for the first time you looked perfect. My joy was soon turnd to heartach when the lady who was scanning me said she needed to get the doctor to come and have a look, i knew then something was wrong with my baby and tears started rolling down my face.The doctor explained that my baby had extra fluid on the neck and tummy and that i needed a cvs test to find out what was wrong. So i was booked in for the next day and i had this test done. A few days later, 'the longest few days of my life' i was told i was expecting a baby girl and she has a condition called turners syndrome i was also told she had hydrops, and told to go to the hospital strate away.I was given another scan and was told her condition had already gotten wosre and was advised to terminate my pregnancy, but i couldnt bring myself to do that, i knew that when she needed to go she'd go, i wasnt making that choice for her.So i was booked in for my 20week scan on the 22may 2006, but at 19 weeks my belly went a really funny shape so my mum took me to my GP. As i lay on the bed waiting to her my daughters heartbeat i knew something was wrong. 'I cant find the heartbeat Sian' i fall to peices and was rushed up to the hospital for and emergacy scan. 'She's still alive Sian' my mum siad 'Look her heart is still beating'. The scaning lady said she didnt think my baby would servive alot longer, and that weekend i felt a funny pulling but it went after a few minuets so i didnt think nothing of it. So on the day of my 20 week scan i felt scared as i knew my baby very ill. 'Theres no heartbeat, im sorry'........

So my nightmare began, i was sent home with my dead baby girl inside of me for two days, i cant remember alot about them two days its all just a blur.

The 24th may 2006.... My day began and was at the hospital by 9, my labour was induced and as i waited for labour to begin i lay on my bed feeling emtpy. Faith was born at 7pm that evening, scilence filled the room as she came into the world an angel.
We spent a short while with her she looked so peacful and at rest. The next day she was blessed by the hospital vicar, with myself and her daddy at her side 'Faith Mariah New' my angel princesss,

June the 2nd 2006.... was the day we had her funeral. It was a day i never thourght i'd ever have to face, but i had to for my baby.
Faith was gone and i felt like id let everyboby down i was in bits, she ment the world to me. I'll never except why this happened but im living with it as it goten easier to do so, but when she passed a piece of me died to. I know my family feel like this also. She was sent to me for a reason, shes my little star ........


xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx LOVE NEVER ENDS xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx